It's a very slow process - two steps forward, one step back - but I'm inching in the right direction. - Rob Reiner

April 15, 2015

Rock the Parkway Half Marathon - 2015

This was my fourth year in a row running the Rock the Parkway Half Marathon in Kansas City  It is by far my favorite local half marathon.  The race is always well organized and supported.  You get an awesome race shirt and medal and the course is really beautiful.  They have a very nice sized expo and the weather always seems to cooperate.  This year was no different.
Me & Jim post race
I attended the expo Thursday night.  I always love attending local run expos because there are usually race discounts for other upcoming races.  This one didn't disappoint and I signed Jim and I up for the Plaza 10K in Sept.  I met up with a friend of mine who was also running the race and we browsed and chatted with many of the vendors and of course also ran into some friends. It was fun.

Friday night I ate an early dinner and was in bed by about 8:30 just relaxing and reading a book.  This is how I like to roll. I get all my stuff together for the next day and then I just want to relax.  I don't go to bed crazy early or anything, just chill.

The next morning my alarm was set for 5:00 am and I was up a few minutes before.  I got my clothes on and Jim and I were out the door in no time.    It was a cool morning.  It was about 45 degrees at race start with light winds and overcast skies.  It was perfect running weather.  It was a bit cool waiting for the race to start but I had brought a "throw away" jacket with me.  It kept me warm enough.   We got to the race plenty early so parking was a breeze.  We parked just across the street from the start/finish line.

I left the car about 40 minutes til race start to hit the porta potty and see if I could find my friends.  I ran into my friend Allison Daily from Daily Runs and chatted with her and her parents for a few minutes then tried to find several of my other friends....with no luck. No biggie, Before long it was time to go.

There are 7,000 people in the half marathon (there is only a half and a 5K) so they started doing wave starts a few years ago.  I was in Wave D (which was a bit too fast for me -apparently when I registered I was being optimistic).  The waves are 2 minutes apart, so I was off in no time.  The race starts off with a super short downhill and then like a 2 mile uphill climb...I think it's tough.  You aren't quite warmed up yet and you are climbing.  It's not a super steep incline, but enough that you definitely notice.  Somewhere between mile 1.5 and 2, I got a sharp, sharp pain on the inside of my ankle.  It hurt so bad it literally stopped me in my tracks.  I pulled off to the side of the course and felt around it to see if there was any pain to the touch.  There wasn't so I kept running and it hurt for a bit and finally went away.  My ART guys said it was related to calf tightness.  It still hurts when I get up in the morning but loosens up all day. I am hopeful it won't be an issue for my next half...on Saturday.

In what seems to be like a broken record for me, I had a great 8  mile race.  I think in my last 3 or 4 races that I've done great for 8-9 miles and then I just die in those last few.  I can pick it up a bit in the last mile or so because I know I'm almost done...but my overall pace slows big time in miles 9-11. Saturday was no different.  I think I was averaging right around an 11:30 pace for the first 8 miles and then those last 4 miles my average pace dropped to an 11:50 overall.  I really think I need to rethink my training plan.  I need to focus on 9-11 mile runs.  I do alot of 8-10 mile runs....I think my long runs need to be a minimum of 10 (when not in taper).  Anyway, the course is fairly hilly, but no major hills, but enough to take a toll on me.  I finally reached mile 11 and there is just another little bit of hills and then you finish downhill for literally the last mile which is awesome!!  I have to say I expected to run that last mile really pretty fast and I didn't so I  know I was really tired.  Even in the last downhill mile I had to stop and walk several times.  I know I was "feeling it".  That finish just seemed way to hard.  Harder than I wanted it to be!

I ended up finishing in 2:35 - two minutes slower than last year and 12 minutes slower than my PR on this course and my PR still to this day.  My running speeds are starting to come back, but I'm still feeling "slow". A huge part of it is my weight.  I ran this race 15 pounds heavier than I did last year.  I'm not happy about it and I"m trying to get the issue taken care of, but I won't lie I'm struggling with that one.  The older I get, it definitely gets harder and harder to take and keep the weight off.

I finished and got my awesome medal and then found Jim.  I was exhausted and glad to be done.   I ended up running into my friend Kelly who had gotten a new PR - Wahoo congrats!!!  She did awesome.  She hasn't been running long and this was only her third half marathon.  I also finally, finally got to  meet  Terzah - a former blogger that I know many of you know.  She was just as sweet in person as I knew she would be.  She enjoyed the race and said she may come back even though she had some cramping issues.
Me & Terzah

I found out later Allison also got a PR.  Wahoo!! It was a great day for many.  It wasn't a PR for me, but it was still a great day! It was a beautiful morning on a fantastic course doing my favorite local race, so I can't complain at all.
Gorgeous race medal
I'll be doing it all again this weekend! I  have another half marathon on Saturday.  Right now the weather looks pretty sketchy, but it poured and there was a huge storm last year - so statistically things are in our favor right??  I mean it can't storm 2 years in a row can it?  I sure hope not!

I had kind of lost count on my half marathons so I looked it up before this race.  This was my 32nd stand alone half marathon.  I also did a half marathon as part of my half Ironman and I ran 13.6 miles in a timed race.  So I don't know if I should call it #32 or # 34.  What do you guys think?  I figure when I hit 50 I should celebrate...but I'm not sure what I should consider #50.

I have 4 more half marathons
between now and the end of May. It's going to be a busy Spring!

April 13, 2015

SaltStick Giveaway Winner Announced!

Congratulations Terry Coupe! You were the winner of my giveaway!  Sorry if I butchered your name....hopefully I pronounced it right!

Send me your mailing address and I'll ship these out to you right away!  Send it to  weatherlymh01 at yahoo dot com

Thanks to everyone who entered!  Have a great day.

I have a race recap of my Rock the Parkway half marathon coming soon!

March 23, 2015

SaltStick Caps Review & Giveaway!

When I was contacted a few months ago by Joseph Harvey with SaltStick to do a review of their salt supplementation capsules, I immediately said Yes!  I already used salt supplementation, so I was excited to try this product.  All I have to say is it's AWESOME!  It took me a little bit to fully review the product because I don't use salt as much during the winter months when I'm not sweating as much or training as long.  I did have some great opportunities to try out the product though and I think they can be beneficial anytime you are working out for more than 30 to 60 minutes.  I reviewed the SaltStick Caps Plus with the added benefit of 30mg of caffeine per capsule.  Here are a few key features of the Salt Stick Plus capsules from their website:

Every winter I take an indoor cycling class.  This year the class I took had about 100 people crammed into a very small basement area.  You are literally almost shoulder to shoulder.  The class is an hour, but I usually got there 15 to 30 minutes early to warm up.  With that many people, the class gets hot FAST!  I would sweat a crazy amount in an hour to an hour and a half.  I thought this was a perfect opportunity to try them out.  They recommend taking one capsule every 20 to 60 minutes for up to a maximum of 15 capsules per day.  I actually took one pill a few minutes before the ride began, and then another one about 45 minutes into my ride.  They provided a great energy boost, without being too much.  Each capsule contains 30mg of caffeine - about the same amount of a 12 oz Coke (which contains about 35mg).  A standard 12oz Starbucks coffee contains around 260 mg.  So this isn't going to get you all jittery or crazy, but will provide a gentle energy boost.  If you don't want the added caffeine they also have just a standard SaltStick Cap with no caffeine but the all the rest of the great benefits.  
Just a sample of the bikes in my class
The really awesome thing about these caps is that I had zero stomach upset. The buffered cap really seems to work.  With other salt supplements I've used before I've felt pretty blah after taking them and I didn't feel that at all with these.  We all know the importance of electrolyte replenishment - you lose them through sweat - and if you don't replace them you feel AWFUL!  These kept me feeling great through my workout. I could really feel a difference during the workout and after. I don't know if you've ever experienced that day after energy depletion.  I know I have.  You work out really hard, but you don't do a good job with replacing the electrolytes you've lost and the next day you feel exhausted and can hardly get out of bed.  It's almost like a fun.  I felt like these really did a great job and no "after workout hangover".

I also tried these during my first race of the season.  I knew the Phoenix Arizona half marathon might be difficult because I'd been running in cold temperatures all winter and it would be my first opportunity to run when it was warm.  Race temps were supposed to be 50-60.  Not exactly hot, but still much warmer than what I'd been training in.  And as you know I'm a slower runner, so I knew I'd be on the course at least 2 1/2 hours.  I decided I would take 3 capsules.  I took one just a few minutes before the race started, and then another one about an hour in and the final one at about two hours into the race.  Again, no stomach upset, a bit of an energy boost and I never felt like I was going to bonk. I really think these helped during my race!  I also felt great the next day.  

And not to name drop, but have you ever heard of Chris McCormack or Craig Alexander?  Well if you haven't they have both won the Ironman World Championship (more than once), and um, they use if it's good enough for them, well I think it's definitely good enough for me!

I was also given the opportunity to try the SaltStick Dispenser.  I don't know if you've ever tried to take salt supplements while riding a bike,but it's not easy. I'm not super coordinated on the bike to start with, so I found it seriously challenging.  When I did my first half Ironman I used salt supplements.  I had them in a baggie in my jersey.  So during the race I would have to reach around my back, take out the baggie, dig in the baggie grab one, drop one, and then take it. Yes I always took extra capsules because I would always end up dropping some during this process.  It felt impossible.  And if you've been reading my blog for awhile you might remember that race recap.  I totally bonked.  I got dehydrated and electrolyte depleted.  I remember not taking them a few times when I knew I should have because it was just so much work to actually get them to my mouth!  
Dispenser shown mounted on aero bars and my race belt

This dispenser is genius!  I'm not kidding. It is absolutely fantastic!  They have two versions - a full size which holds 6 capsules and a mini that holds 3. They can be mounted to your bike or even worn on your race belt.  I think the mini would be perfect for your race belt, but you can use the larger one as well. The 6 capsule dispenser is perfect for aero bars.  You can mount one or even two to hold up to 12 capsules during a race or a long ride.  They keep the salt dry and with a quick twist they are ready to go.  You just have to twist the dispenser and a cap loads in the end.  It is suspended there until you grab it. Easy peasy! Did I mention Craig uses this too?? 
SaltStick Dispenser & Mini shown above
After reviewing both products I have to say I would highly recommend them! They are both seriously great.  I was very impressed.  I was also extremely impressed with the SaltStick website.  There is so much information!  You can find video reviews, dispenser installation videos, user testimonials, ingredients, the science behind the product and so much more!

A 100 count SaltStick Plus caps retail for $29.99 and the non-caffeine version is $21.99.  The 6 cap dispenser is $23.99.  Not ready to commit to a full bottle - they also offer sample sizes with 3 caps for $2.99 for the Plus caps and $1.99 for the plain SaltStick caps.

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Giveaway winner will be posted Monday, April 13 - on my Birthday!  Good luck!!! 

March 09, 2015

Phoenix (BMO Harris Bank) Half Marathon Review

I'm having difficulty finding the motivation to keep up with my blog.  So sorry, I know it's been awhile.  But I had a race - so yes- something to talk about!  It was a week ago, but we stayed for 5 days after the race for a little vacation and unlike my husband I did not take my computer and write my recap while on vacation!
One of many beautiful Phoenix skies

This was mine and Jim's second trip to Phoenix and can I just tell you how much I love it there!! I love it! I think it is absolutely beautiful! Plus, with snow on the ground in Kansas City it was a nice getaway - even though the weather wasn't quite as nice as I was hoping/expected.  I was planning a bit more pool/lounging time, but the weather didn't quite cooperate for that.  I was able to get in some pool time though and we made it to a Royals Spring Training game, so it was still a great trip.

But let's talk about the race.

This was my first real race since November, which is a really big gap for me.  I had a couple of 5Ks somewhere in between there but nothing major.  My last two half marathons of 2014 were a huge struggle and in both of them I ended up finishing in the mid 2:40s which was a super slow time, even for me.

Early in the Winter we had some unusually warm temps here and I was feeling "ok" about my running and training, but as Winter continued it seemed like we got more freezing temps and weather.  I ended up spending the last couple of weeks on the treadmill, so I wasn't really too sure what to expect in Arizona.  I felt like my speed was starting to come back some, but I still don't feel like "myself" right now as far as running goes.  I'm not in the best running shape right now and I'm overweight. Period. I keep "trying" to lose weight, but I do ok for a few weeks and then slip back into bad habits, always back where I started again...but we'll save that for another day.  I only mention it now because a 20 pound weight gain does not translate to the best running times.
Obligatory Pool/Feet shot

Anyway, Jim and I arrived in Arizona late Thursday night.  I think we crawled in bed around midnight which was 1 am Kansas City time...not exactly a norm for us.  I'm usually always in bed by 10 pm and Jim is more like 9 and 8 if he can.  So with the late arrival we both slept in a bit Friday morning, but we still got up and around  fairly early, had a little breakfast and headed straight to packet pickup.

Race Expo/Packet Pick-up
The outdoor packet pickup area

The race expo was a pretty good size and had several of the typical vendors, but also some local stuff which is always nice.  The really great part is that it was outside.  I love any opportunity to enjoy the warm temps and Friday was the warmest day of the 6 we were there.  Packet pickup was pretty seamless.  The swag was great. For the women you got a race tank (I had never gotten a tank before), which I absolutely LOVED.  It is truly my favorite race giveaway ever.  You also got a pair of arm warmers which was a nice bonus and they were also handing out cowbells.  Jim and I wandered around the expo for a little bit and then headed back to the hotel.  He chose to go check out some Royals Spring training while I decided to hang poolside and read for a little bit.  It was wonderful.  It was sunny and warm and I wished I could stay there all day.  I decided getting a sunburn right before the race was probably a bad idea, so I limited my exposure to about an hour and a half.

Race Morning

On race morning we were up early and I mean early.  Everyone has to take the bus to the race start. There are separate buses for the marathoners and half marathoners so Jim had to drop me off.  The first bus leaves at 3:45 with the last bus scheduled to leave at 5 am.  The race starts at 6:30.  We had planned to leave the hotel about 3:15-3:30 so that we were there early, but maybe not the first people there.  I set everything out the night before and set my alarm for 2:45 am.  No surprise, I was still up before the alarm - I think around 2:30.  Jim was up way before me.  We got around and left the hotel somewhere around 3:15.  We stayed at a hotel about 35 minutes from the drop off point, so I don't think there were too many (if any) other racers at our hotel.  We were definitely the only ones milling around at that time of morning.
Me & Allison

We made it to the drop off point with no issues and I met up with Allison of Daily Runs to ride the bus with her.  We actually ended up on bus number one - though it didn't roll out until a few minutes after 4 am.  Allison is a 16 - yes 16 year old high school student/runner.  Her parents took her and her family out to Arizona for the weekend for the race. How awesome is that?  I think this was her 3rd half marathon - and she's already signed up for 3 more this Spring.  I don't know too many high school kids doing stuff like this. I think she's really awesome! It was also nice to have someone to chat with before the race.

The bus dropped us off about 4:30.....2 hours before race start!!  That is definitely one of the downsides to this race.  Not only is it an early start, but there's a lot of waiting.  They had several heaters around the office complex where they dropped us off.  We found one and sat down and before long had a little crowd around us as everyone waited for the race to start.  The temperatures weren't bad at all - it was around 45-50 degrees. I had brought a throw away jacket and sitting under the heater I was comfortable. We chatted with the people around our group. One lady was from Canada where she had left the 30 below temperatures behind....ugh no WAY could I live there!  A few other people were locals who had done the race before.  They had a DJ playing music as well so at least it kept the energy up.
Me & the BMO Lion after the race

Finally at 5:30 I decided it was time to drop my bag off and hit the porta potty.  I was in SHOCK when I saw the lines.  I figured it would take 20-30 minutes tops for the bathroom.  I'd be done around 6:00, then have a little time to stretch and warm up and it would be race time....but no.  It took an hour to get through the porta potty line.  To me this was the biggest disappointment with the race. Everything had been so well organized up til this point, but there were not nearly enough bathrooms. As we got closer and closer I had to go really, really bad.  I seriously got to the point where I thought I might pee on myself.  I was looking everywhere for a place to just run out of line and squat if I had to, but we were in a business park area and there really just wasn't any place.  They started singing the national anthem and I was still in line - as a matter of fact there were probably still 20 to 30 people in front of me.  Finally at about 6:29 a bathroom opened and I rushed in.  Inside I heard the gun go off and the race start....without me.  Of course the race is chip timed, but it always sucks to start after the race.  I ran out of the porta potty to the start line - no warm up - no stretching - just start running...not exactly what I had planned.  Luckily at least, there were still people crossing the timing mat, so I wasn't starting all by myself.

The Race

I was quickly winded from running to the start line, but tried to settle in to a comfortable pace.  I pulled my Ipod out of my pocket only to find the cords tangled together.  I was frustrated and mad at myself.  I had literally just stood in line doing nothing for an hour----during that time I couldn't untangle my stupid Ipod??  So for the first mile I was trying to get the cords untangled.  Dumb.  I finally put in my Ipod and settled into the race.  I was expecting a downhill race - which it technically is...but really it's just flat.  For some reason, I hadn't actually looked at the elevation myself...I had listed to Jim who said it was downhill.  It's not.  It's flat.  My fault.  It has 163 feet of elevation decline over 13 miles - it averaged about 20 feet per mile with several miles of 0 incline or decline.  It is a very, very flat course, but I never felt like I was going downhill at any point.  I was disappointed by that because I love downhills.
Tank and Arm Warmers

It would still be a great PR course - if you were ready for it...but I was not.  I just wanted a decent finish.  I had told a few people that I felt like I was ready for an 8 to 9 mile race and I was right (get to that in a minute).  The weather ended up being near perfect.  Sometime during that first mile I threw off my jacket and ran in capri pants and a tank and was very comfortable.  It was around 55 degrees and overcast.  There was a bit of a headwind toward the end, but nothing too bad.  The first miles went by very quickly as they usually do in a race. I really tried to focus on not going out too fast in the beginning.  I often trick myself in those first few miles of thinking "this is easy" - "this is going to be a great race" and then dying at the end.  I did pretty good.  My first 6 miles were pretty consistent around an 11:20-11:40 pace.  I slowed a bit in mile 7 and had my first 12 minute mile (12:07), but then I picked it up again in mile 8 and ran an 11:53 - still slower than my first 6 miles, but better.  And then that was it.  Just as I had thought I was ready for about 8 or 9 miles.  Miles 9-12 were all in the 12s.  I was definitely starting to feel it.  My legs hurt and even though  my effort felt the same, my pace was definitely slowing.  I hate that feeling.  I feel like I am trying just as hard, if not harder than those early miles, but my pace says - nope you are going ridiculously slow!  Reaching the final miles gave me a little boost and I finished mile 13 at an 11:41, with an additional little kick the last .18 (on my Garmin) at a 10:57.
Me & Jim after the race

I finished with a time of 2:36:31 a pace of 11:57. It certainly wasn't my fastest race ever, but it was faster than my last two half marathons so I was happy.  It's difficult to be in the best shape for a February race when you live in a cold weather State.  I do think the flat course probably helped my time, but I'm not sure by how much.
The medal

I crossed the finish line and got my AWESOME medal!  I love the Phoenix!  Super cool.  I then went through the finish line festival which had a variety of items.  It was nice.  One of the best was some amazing bread....sorry I don't know the company, but it was a delicious chocolate bread!! So good.  I found Allison and chatted with her for just a few minutes and then was off to the finish line to watch for Jim.

He came across not that long after me!  He had a great race and was just a few seconds off his marathon PR.  You can read his recap here.  I was super proud of him.

Overall we both had pretty good races and we are ready to do it again.  It really is a great race.  A nice flat course, great swag and well organized.  The course itself isn't super exciting, but it's still fun.

We've already decided to make this an annual race/trip.  Combining a fun race with a great break from the cold Feb weather in Kansas City and some baseball for Jim and we have a perfect vacation!
At Surprise Stadium - Royals vs Rangers

We stayed in Phoenix through Wednesday and took in a baseball game and some hiking.  I also got in one other day at the pool.  The weather was a little cool in the lows 60s and was cloudy and rainy for most of the time but that was ok.  We still had fun, and the sun did come out on Wednesday before we left and it was perfect for the game.
Alice Cooperstown 

Artwork in downtown Phoenix

We'll see you next year Phoenix!  Hopefully I'll be ready to PR!!
Our final sunset

January 21, 2015

Get Into the Groove

 Do you have Madonna stuck in your head now?  If you don’t it’s because you are younger than me :)  It’s classic 80s Madonna!

Anyway, I finally feel like I’m getting into the groove of things again.  With my indoor cycling class (on my bike and trainer) I’ve added cycling back to my schedule at least 2 days a week (sometimes 3 if I go to the Sat class).  The class is TOUGH.  It is supposed to last about an hour, but with warm-up and it usually runs a few minutes late, I get in a good hour to hour and 10 to 15 minutes on the bike. It is similar to a gym Spin class.  It is very high intensity and energy.  My heart rate stays very elevated throughout the class.  Last night was basically interval work switching back and forth between high cadence work and simulated climbs.  The high cadence work really taxes my aerobic threshold.  It is good for me, as I’m not a “high cadence” kind of girl.  
Working out in the home gym...Jack always by my side
I’m continuing to keep my core and weight training going.  Now that Jim and I have a nice little home gym in our basement it’s a great way to get in full body work.  I’m trying to do this at least 3 to 4 times a week for now, though I know once triathlon season is in full swing I’ll probably have to cut it down to a couple of times a week.  But it is helping! I can really see new definition and muscles coming along and that is really cool!

I’m still struggling a bit with my running.  I just can’t seem to get the speed back that I had 6 to 8 months ago.  I know a big part of it is weight and I’m working on that part.  My times are coming down some, but I’m still just nowhere close to where I want to be.  On a positive note we’ve had a nice little warm spell here for some reason and it’s been in the 50s and even low 60s for several days.  I even got in a tank top run on Monday!  That is unheard of in Missouri in mid Jan.  Two weeks ago it was subzero with the wind chills.  It’s a nice little motivating break!
Tank top run with the sun shining magically on my head

So, in the next couple of weeks I need to add back swimming.  UGH.  It is my least favorite of the 3 sports for a few reasons.  1) I totally suck at it and 2) it’s just the hassle.  I actually enjoy swimming once I’m there most of the time, but I hate going to a gym, changing, smelling like chlorine, the extra shower, etc, etc.  It’s just a pain.  Plus it’s often difficult to find a lane by yourself which is always intimidating because – well just refer to #1. 

As of this past Monday I am just shy of six weeks (5 weeks and 5 days) until the Phoenix Half Marathon.  It should be warm and flat.  It would be a great race to attempt a PR, but I know I’m not in that kind of shape.  I need to get some weight off and just keep training and then attempt a PR in the spring.  Realizing the closeness of the race has given me some added motivation to lose some weight.  My goal is to lose 10 pounds.  It is not overly aggressive, but it is not an easy goal either.  If I want to make it happen I need to focus, focus, focus.  Last night after cycle class was my first real test.  My girlfriend asked me to go to my favorite pizza place…where they have the most amazing meatball sub on the planet.  I haven’t had one in a really long time and it sounded so good after a long workout…..but I turned her down…I can home and ate a healthy and light dinner.  Focus!  The struggle is real……….

Just a beautiful pic of the sun coming up during a morning run
How are you doing????

January 07, 2015

Starting Over – Again

It’s just after the New Year and here I am again in the same place.  I feel like I’ve been here so many times before.  The broken record.  You know what I’m talking about.  You have the whole year ahead of you.  It’s time for a change.  It’s time to actually start treating food like it’s something to fuel your body, not a reward.  It’s time to run, bike, and swim faster.  It’s time to lose weight.

But what about all those gains I made last year?  Oh yeah, I did great for a few months, but then it all fell apart and now I’m back to square one……AGAIN.  As most of you know, last year was the most difficult year of my life, so I guess I kind of have “an excuse”, but if it hadn’t been for that, would I really be sitting here today at my goal weight – feeling great??  Maybe, but probably not.  I ask myself why is that?  I have the motivation, so why doesn’t it always come to fruition?  I work out – pretty much daily year round.  I try to eat relatively healthy, but yet I don’t make the gains I want – except in the weight department – that seems to be no problem at all.
I remember doing a workout a few months again and the instructor said “If you want to stop starting over, stop giving up”.  It’s not an original quote, but for some reason it really stuck with me.  How many times do we get frustrated because it’s just so hard to build that run base back up again?  Or it seemed so much easier to lose 10 pounds a few years ago.  Why do we keep starting over??  If we just build on what we have already achieved – just think where you could end up.

Last night I had my first indoor cycle class and it was hard.  I had only been on my bike a handful of times since August.  My friend Michelle looked over at me – and she said “every year” – “every year we say I’m not doing this to myself again.  I am going to ride my bike in the fall so that indoor cycling is not so hard”.  But did we do it?  Nope, neither of us. 
So here I am on January 7th, with a similar list of goals for 2015 that I had in 2014.  It is time to start building again.  I know I’m never going to be perfect, but this year I want to put that quote into action.  I want to stop giving up and starting over year after year.  Yes, sometimes life happens (like for me last year) and you really don’t have much of a choice, but most of the time it’s just a lack of motivation and will power. 

I hope this post doesn’t come across too negative because it’s really not intended to be.  It’s simply reflective.  So I want to end on a positive note and think about some of the things I did manage to accomplish in spite of everything last year.  I kept running.  My swimming and biking were pretty non-existent, but through everything I kept running.  I did miss a few weeks, but I logged running miles nearly every week last year – and even ended with a 36 day run streak from Thanksgiving to New Years.  I started weight training in October and have kept that going.  I’m actually feeling stronger than I have in ages.  I put on almost 20 pounds last year.  I lost 8 pounds in Oct and Nov…but ended up putting most of that back on in December.  But as of this morning I’m down 4 pounds so technically I guess I lost weight over the holidays.  
A little collage I made of my Instagram Photos for my Run Streak

I’m really ready for a change in 2015.  Losing my parents in 2014 really put a lot of things in perspective for me.  It’s not about being the fastest runner, or best triathlete, but it’s about being the best me.  It’s about staying healthy, fit and active to avoid some of the awful things they went through because they were not healthy. 

Remember, none of us are perfect.  If you are sitting here reading this, feeling the same way.  Don’t beat yourself up.  You are human.  This is hard.  It takes hard work and dedication to achieve our goals, but WE CAN DO IT!!!
Happy 2015 everyone!  What are you doing differently this year?  Did you make great strides in 2014 or are you like me and starting over?

December 16, 2014

It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year! - Random Stuff Version

At some point in the very near future I am going to revive this blog.  I just haven't had a lot of extra time for blogging or reading blogs for the last few months, but things are finally settling down.  I hope to be able to read/write more frequently in 2015.

I do love the Christmas Season, but I have to admit this year is tough.  It started over Thanksgiving weekend; that first real Holiday without my parents.  The whole weekend was filled with a bit of sadness as I put up the Christmas tree and just did a lot of thinking about my parents.  It's just hard.  I went shopping with a girlfriend this weekend - she was shopping for her Mom and I just couldn't help but keep thinking that I didn't have a Mom or a Dad to shop for.  I know the days surrounding Christmas are going to be really hard.  I just miss them every single day.

I don't mean to start on a sad note, but this blog has always been about honesty and that's kind of where I am right now.  It's just really hard getting through this first year and these first holidays.

In other news, I am trying to remember all the things I am so grateful for.  Yes, it's been a tough year, but in so many other ways I am so blessed.  We have 3 beautiful grand children who will be a blast on Christmas Day!  Jim & I both have great jobs that we love (well most of the time) and I am surrounded by many other wonderful family and friends.  And of course there's Jack too.  You know how much I love that dog!!

Today is Jim's Birthday!  He is never a big "it's my Birthday" kind of guy.  So it's nice that for once we have plans. It's just kind of the way it worked out.  We will be spending the evening on the Kansas City Plaza doing limo tour of the Plaza lights with the kids and grand kids.  We did this last year and it was a blast.  It just happened that tonight was the best night for everyone to get together.  I know we are all looking forward to it.
Quite possibly the most epic race photo ever

Jim and I did a Santa Dash 5K a few weeks ago with some friends.  It was fun.  You have to love seeing 2000 people dressed as Santa.  There is just something awesome about it!  We did a team and our team name was the Christmas Sweat-ers....get it???  Sweat---ers...because we were sweating lol. Everyone actually ran together which was fun, but also a little stressful for me.  It's a pretty hilly course and I'm still just not up to my normal slow it was a bit of a challenge. Everyone else was just running slow and having a blast, while I felt like I was in a full sprint to keep up with everyone the entire time.  Oh well, it was still a blast!

I'm also hosting an Instagram Giveaway on well of course Instagram.  Find me at @slowtrigirl or click the link at the top of my blog.  All you have to do is post one of your favorite cycling pictures and tag it #cyclingstateofmind and #slowtrigirl to win a fun Sports Chalet Bike Bell.

Well that's about all for now!  How is everyone else doing?  Shopping all done???